Life Feels Good (2013)
Director: Maciej Pieprzyca
Country: Poland
Runtime: 107 min
Maciej Pieprzyca’s entertaining film about a man diagnosed with cerebral palsy could generate arthouse interest.
Neither tearfully sentimental nor coldly scientific, “Life Feels Good,”
Maciej Pieprzyca’s film about a man with cerebral palsy struggling to
communicate to those around him that he is an intelligent, sentient
human being, instead proves oddly entertaining. The protagonist,
diagnosed as mentally retarded since childhood, delivers interior
monologues that supply ironically normal counterpoint to the contorted
sounds and spastic movements he makes. Brilliantly thesped by
non-disabled actors playing the character as both child and grown-up,
the film captures as much wonderment as frustration, and is filled with
fully fleshed-out characters that defy simple categorization. Having
swept the jury, audience and ecumenical prizes at the Montreal fest,
this Polish feature could generate genuine arthouse interest.
Helmer-scripter Pieprzyca places the character of Mateusz squarely at
his story’s center. As a boy (Kamil Tkacz), Mateusz devises a unique
method of moving around the apartment, lying on his back and flailing
his arms to propel himself backward, which gives him a measure of
autonomy. His happy childhood provides all kinds of education, from
social instruction gained by watching neighbors from his window, to
cosmic knowledge imparted by his whimsical wizard of a father (Arkadiusz
Jakubik). While his mother (Dorota Kolak) wheels him around and showers
him with kisses and laughter, his father fires his imagination.
As he grows up, Mateusz (his role now undertaken by David Ogrodnik) even
wins a loving girlfriend, the beautiful blonde next door (Anna
Karczmarczyk). But, as with all his attempts to influence the world
around him, his efforts to help her backfire: Momentarily freed of her
abusive dad, she flees with Mom to parts unknown. Exit romance.
But not sex. Once his father dies and his mother becomes unable to
physically tend to him, Mateusz is uprooted and placed in a home for the
mentally disabled (or “morons,” as they are unkindly called), where
only his undying interest in breasts keeps him sane. He devises a system
to judge female caretakers by breast size, since they have little else
going for them. Even more than at home, where his excitement at
possibilities for communication were misread as hysteria and met with
sympathetic quashing of his supposed “fits,” he is treated like a
mindless carcass in the asylum.
Then Magda (Katarzyna Zawadzka), a beautiful new nurse, arrives and pays
loving attention, dancing for him and waltzing with him in the
wheelchair, the subjective camera turning in time to celebratory music.
She even lets him touch her breasts; Mateusz feels vindicated. But
comprehension does not always prove a blessing: When Magda takes him on
an outing for her own neurotic needs, he understands her betrayal all
too clearly.
Pieprzyca situates the central axis of his film in that gap between the
emotional vegetable, seen by even the kindliest, and the smart, quite
sardonic “inner Mateusz” manifested in his interior monologues and
extremely expressive eyes. His erratic movements and unintelligible
sounds register less as symptoms of disease than as a language that
others are too unimaginative to interpret.
Visually, “Life Feels Good” falls somewhere between the overstated
optics of “The Diving Bell and the Butterfly” and the
clinical/humanistic distance of “The Sessions.” Like these disability
dramas, the film is based on a true story, though its happy ending
yields some unexpected twists.